The next two weeks passed without incident
as well. Wallace
had no problems gaining access to his trust fund and signing up for his
classes. He bought a television and a DVD player, two luxuries denied him
by Aunt Bernice since his parent's death. His first few days of school
put him in a busy, but quiet and controlled environment. The world
expected nothing from him but unthinking compliance. His apartment proved
perfect for his studies, quiet and secure out behind the mansion and the
traffic passing on the street. The garage below belonged to the caretaker
and his equipment. Only occasionally was he bothered by the muffled roar
of a lawnmower.
Someone had gone to a considerable expense to install
a picture window in the back wall of the loft apartment, but for good
reason. The view overlooked a block-sized city park. A nearby grade
school filled it with children during the weekdays. The college provided
young lovers in the evenings and weekends. Couples sprawled atop one
another in passionate bouts of necking and evoked mixed feelings in
Wallace. As he watched, he thought of Sasha.
But Sasha was gone and there wasn't another girl like
her anywhere. He had no interest in women anyhow. Only his sanity
mattered, his success in holding back memories of the nightmare that
bubbled up in dreams and whenever he caught a glimpse of the searing eyes
in dark corners of his room.
He decided not to risk friendships. The Willington
Incident, as it had become known, was a morbidly obsessive item for
discussion about the campus and within most classes. He dared not risk an
inadvertent slip of the tongue and reveal himself as a Willington
survivor. Two that he had heard about and had avoided for fear of
recognition had been driven from their classes by curiosity seekers and
had disappeared from the campus. Wallace had given up trying to
understand what had happened in the woods behind his home, but within his
first month in school, a passing reference to a field of physics called
quantum mechanics caught his attention.
"It's hard to get a common sense grasp of this
so-called new physics," a girl from the back of his general science class
commented during a discussion. "In one experiment, light has all the
properties of a particle. In another, using the same beam of light, it
shows itself as a wave. How can light be both a wave and a particle at
the same time?"
The class instructor was a retired theoretical
physicist. Wallace absently wondered what he would think of a hole in
space leading to a world of flat-faced kangaroo deer and birds with four
wings.
"The problem is, the experiments speak for
themselves," was his reply to the girl. "Therefore, your common sense
perspective is in error rather than the results of such experiments. I'll
admit, it's difficult to visualize a so-called wavicle. Keep in mind that
a photon as a particle is only an analogy. So is the notion of the photon
as a wave. Reality at that level has properties alien to senses
engineered to perceive our far larger scale reality."
The professor paced the
classroom as he lectured, walking up one isle and down another. "The overall implications of quantum reality lead to several truly bizarre
models of reality, if we chose to believe that the human mind can
comprehend the nature of reality at all. Remember that your brain is fed
information Morse code fashion by your physical senses, there being no
difference between a nerve impulse from the ear as opposed to another from
the eye. The difference is in interpretation, and the neurological model
that is formed in the brain is the only world you are conscious of in this
very moment.
"Scientifically hypothesized models of objective
reality are supposed to be descriptions of reality that lie outside our
perception of it. One by one, as our technological expertise has
increased, practical experiments have helped to eliminate many of these
models, although it's not the common sense models that have survived. One
of the survivors, for example, is the Everett-Wheeler-Graham Many Worlds
Theory, the notion that when we choose between two equally viable
probabilities of an event, the world breaks off into a new branch of
reality to accommodate our choice, an alternate universe, so to speak. It's as if physical reality has a sideways breadth to it, a spectrum in
the form of an infinity of probabilities aside from our three dimensions of
space and time. Think of a rainbow existing only by virtue of your
relationship to a drop of water and a source of light.
"Most physicists would as soon stick to the
mathematics of the subject and leave the romantic meanderings to the realm
of science fiction, but there are those who consider even that
conservative stance a cop-out. The world we live in is more incredible
than we know, more incredible than we can know. That much we can trust as
fact."
The Professor mentioned a book on the subject that
the class members could peruse on their own time. Wallace jotted down the
title, but found it missing that evening at the library. His only
remaining option was to buy a copy. He called around town to locate one,
then set out on foot an hour before the nearby bookstore closed. Only in
a parallel world was he going to find kangaroo deer and
the inhabitants of Willington who had fled across the open plains where it
lived.
An attractive, petite girl about his own age and a
young man with a camcorder blocked his path into the store. "Excuse me,
sir," the girl said.
Wallace faltered and looked down into the face of a
petite blonde angel.
"We're doing interviews for the Harthmore Voice. Can
we bother you for an opinion or two on issues of importance to the student
body of Harthmore College?"
Wallace shook his head absently. He brushed past the
girl and her companion and went into the store. He found the title he
wanted mistakenly placed in the New Age section. The book was Parallel
Universes, written by Fred Alan Wolf. He tucked a copy under his arm,
then took note of the size of the store. Maybe he'd find entry level
books on genetic engineering to understand better the significance of a
virus in a mushroom containing human DNA sequences, or information on the
kind of mental aberration it would take to see ghosts with eyes of
blue-white fire standing about one's bed at night.
Wallace explored narrow isles in his search. He
removed a book from a chest-height shelf and saw in the empty space
between eyes as blue as the morning sky looking up at him in surprise. It
was the same girl who had accosted him outside.
Embarrassed, Wallace turned away and pretended
nonchalance. When he reached the main isle, the girl blocked his way,
feigning distraction with her nose buried in a book. After a clumsy
moment of silence, she looked up at him and flashing a smile.
"Sorry."
The blue eyes were set in a wide, Slavic face, but
she was more Nordic in her coloring. She stood about five flawlessly
proportioned feet in height. Sasha had been his only experience with a
woman, and she had stood his own five feet, eight inches.
And then she moved on, leaving Wallace breathless
with excitement. There should have been an erection to go with his
arousal, but that hadn't happened since the night he had lost Sasha. Wallace knew he should have sought psychiatric counseling. Impotence in a
virgin eighteen-year-old had to be a bad sign.
He shook off his concerns. He had no use for women
in his life just now. His interests were in the books he was purchasing,
the one on parallel universes, another on genetic engineering, and a third
on pathological human psychology. He began thumbing through the pages as
he made his way to the checkout counter. By the time he left the store,
he had forgotten about the blue eyes entirely.
The afternoon outside was warm and the traffic
cheerfully noisy and distracting. He tucked the books under his right arm
and started toward home. He took no notice of the black limousine with
tinted windows parked at the curb until two dark-skinned Arabs dressed in
business suits and white turbans emerged. They hurried around both ends
of the car. One blocked his way. The other took up position behind him.
A third, bare-headed man emerged and stood glaring at
him over the roof of the car. Wallace had never seen the man before, but
the family resemblance was unmistakable. The two men in the employ of
Sasha Abdul's father closed on him and reached for his arms.
A flurry of blonde hair flew in Wallace's face. A
tiny hand shoved a microphone into his face.
"Excuse me, sir! May I have a word with you?"
The girl hurriedly gestured to the young man with the
camcorder. "Off to the left, Jack! Get a good picture of this!"
She turned back to Wallace with a smile. "I'm
Melanie Cass, roving reporter for the Harthmore Voice. I was wondering if
you would be so kind as to share your opinion with us about Dean Rathmont's admonishment against oral sex following back fielder Trent's
recent injuries at the hand..."
She giggled.
"...mouth, rather, of Susan Bowman, during an argument
concerning Trent's alleged infidelities and the resulting pregnancy of
Penelope Grant?"
The two Arabs grimaced with irritation as an amused
crowd gathered. The remaining back door of the limousine closest to
Wallace opened. Sylvia Carleton-Abdul emerged into the light of day
wearing a black dress and a hat with black lace partially covering her
face. There were tears in her eyes and she opened her arms to him.
Wallace dropped his books unthinkingly. He went to
her and stepped into her embrace like a lost child.
Sylvia hugged him fiercely, then pushed him to arm's
length. "We only want to speak with you about Sasha, my husband Sadat and
I."
Wallace glanced back at the confused little blonde. "Thanks," he said, "but it's okay. I know these people."
He got into the back seat of the limousine, sitting
between Sylvia and her husband. The two Arabs climbed in front. An
opaque divider came up between the front and back seats, and the car
pulled smoothly into traffic.
"I have heard that my daughter may be dead," Sadat
Abdul said in a heavily accented voice. "My wife informed me that you
were one of Sasha's friend. You proved to be an fortunate survivor of a
catastrophe that I do not understand."
Wallace looked at Sylvia and tried to hold back his
own tears. "I was hoping Sasha would be with you. I don't know what
happened to her."
Sylvia wept with her fists clenched in her lap, then
composed herself. "I went to work that day after we spoke with the police
officer. When all the commotion broke out, the police wouldn't let us
back in town. It was horrible."
"Is my daughter dead?" Sadat Abdul said, his dark
eyes ablaze with pain and anger.
Wallace shook his head. "No, sir, she's not dead. She wasn't one of the… victims."
Sylvia stared at him without understanding.
"The dead number in the hundreds," Sadat said. "The
missing equal that number. You are saying that my daughter is among the
missing."
Wallace gave a reluctant nod.
"Where did they go? What happened to them?"
He knew he should not be talking to these people. Neither of them would believe the truth. "I don't know, but Sasha's
alive. I know she's alive."
"They tell me the town went mad!" Sadat roared. "The
dead were murdered, cannibalized, even by their own families! I'll not
believe my beloved Sasha guilty of such crimes! I would prefer her dead!"
Wallace turned his face aside and said nothing.
"Infidel!" the man cried. "Useless child!"
"Sadat, please! He's not responsible! How can you
expect Wallace to know more than what we ourselves have discovered?"
"Stop the car!"
"Sadat, I want to speak with the boy!"
"If he has nothing of any importance to tell us, then
we must but this terrible incident behind us and never speak of it again! Sasha is dead, and I will not be told otherwise by ignorant children!"
The car stopped. Wrought with pain, Sylvia said,
"I'm sorry."
"She's not dead," Wallace said calmly, solemnly.
His door was opened. A hand grasped his arm and
dragged him from the car, throwing him down in the middle of a deserted
side street. Wallace rolled to his hands and knees in time to watch the
limousine drive away in a quiet hiss of exhaust.
He glanced up and down the street to ensure he was in
no imminent danger of being run down by passing traffic, then carefully
picked himself up and brushed off his shirt and pants. Melanie Cass
rounded the corner down the block, alone and on foot. She made a bee-line
for him with a bright smile and handed him the three books he had dropped
outside the book store.
Wallace nodded his thanks. He expected the girl to
grill him for some explanation of what had happened. Instead, she gave
him a reassuring touch on the hand, and then turned and walked briskly away.